Well this is depressing

I was on the phone with momma. We were talkin' about getting in to get an appointment for something while I was home for the wedding next week, and I told her that I didn't want to waste any of my three days home on that kind of thing. I told her I would take care of it in the summer.
pause...
We don't think that will be a reality.

I won't be home much if at all for quite some time, and that cuts me like a knife. The idea that I am stuck in Texas is awful. I'm the most homesick person I've ever met out here, and to be in a position where I won't be getting relief is awful.

I know that God has some big plans. I should be excited. I've been through worse before, and his glory is made known by it, but I feel like I will be doing this one with out the aide of people from back home.
Pray that I would remember God's promises and that I would have a positive outlook on things :) Thanks

Dusty-